WHAT IF

Early Morning, inside my house, front of virtual box, talking with the virtual people. behind me maybe there is ghost.
Early Morning, outside my house, high above the star are run cause the rain is come. down below the land getting wet.

I feel Alone, but i know that i not alone in this room
I'm to busy with this fuckin Virtual box, to busy to understand everything
Until this Virtual box play one song.

#NOW HEAR : COLDPLAY - WHAT IF

I try to understand the lyrics
Repeat the song
Stil try to Understand
This song, is haunted me all that night, straight into my head, play with my mind...

WHAT IF?? WHAT IF?? is around me.......

I got two little point from this song, but this is just an opinion maybe this wrong or i just be to serious..

This song  is just like words to dear person who is kind of lost and scared. And by being a good friend you do not wish to cause more trouble or make him/her feel worse. So you ask him/her too decide because you wish to help. Even if it means leaving him/her.
Sometimes you just cant be so close as you want...

This song is about fear. When someone means so much to you that you get scared. Having something that is important to you means you have the risk of losing it. It makes me worry that maybe some day, she'll leave me... and that I'll realize I had it all wrong. That I was the only one in love.

Yeah.....
So Here I am, In front of virtual box, and behind me maybe there is ghost....
So Here I am, Still inside my house, with the rain outside there......
So Here I am, Still with many WHAT IF inside my Head.....
So Here I am, Feell scared with two word "WHAT IF" more than Ghost behind me....
WHAT IF syalalalalala

Nb : SORRY FOR MY BAD...BADLY GRAMMAR... -.-" \/ (lagi mau nulis pakae Bahasa inggris)

DRAWING A SMILE :)

Hari yang penuh galau di kampus yang sedang diselimuti kelabu.......
Wajah murung terlintas jelas di depan mataku, air mata beberapa orang membuat ku merasa hari ini di setting ulang.......

Aku,dia dan mereka masuk mengikutu kuliah, tak ada senyum ku dapat, semua hampa,,,,,
Aku berpikir
"Kalau aku tak bisa mendapatkan senyum ataupun melihat senyum hari ini, mengapa aku tak menggambarnya?"

Kugambar di atas secarik kertas yang harusnya menjadi tempatku menumpahkan tinta dalam bentuk tulisan tentang materi perkuliahan, tapi aku sangat membutuhkan senyum.

Drawing A Smile :)

"dia suka senyum, dia bisa membuatku senyum, senyum adalah hal yang paling aku sukai, dia senyum aku suka dia. " 

"aku tak peduli siapapun dirimu dulu, bukan itu alasanku untuk tdk melihatmu tersenyum hari ini" 

"tersenyumlah walau hati terasa pahit"

"senyum adalah garis melengkung yang bisa meluruskan semua hal"